Crappy~

dear my bloggy,am so sorry because ignoring u for long time.i just don't have any idea to write about.my soul was very empty.tears is my bestfriends nowadays.i was thinking,what i want for my life,what i do for my life,what i get for my life,and what will happen to my life.

people comes and goes in my life,while i just stay,letting them go.willing to have another chances.i miss all that thinggy,i want it back.i just don't know what to do,and who can i trust.i don't even trust myself,how come?lately,i just think nothing.i was torturing myself.i get jelous whenever i saw couples or bff pictures.i feels like i want that too.

lying is hurting.truth is more worst.now i know why people lie.but for me,let the trtuth hurting u more than the lying but it is the best ever.i never lie to anybody,but i always lying to myself.everthing.sometimes,i don't even know myself anymore.i miss my past time,i miss the little aadarwina.

i know i wrote crappy thing because my english is very bad,hey..this is my blog,so what u care?go away!i do love english,but i am so stupid to show my feels thru this language.i know,u are laughing at me now because i am showing my stupidity.i don't give a damn about it.

trying so hard to be the best is the worst nightmare i ever had.but who cares?people want the best among the best isn't?plus when it comes about guys.yes,i sounds little bit desperate,a lot actually.but that is me now.heh..the more i wrote,the more craps came out.so,buhbye.last but not least,iloveu "someone".